Day one

Today hubby Mark has his latest colonoscopy to see if the markers in his blood tests are true and his cancer has returned, or if they are only pre-cancerous polyps.  The CAT scans so far show nothing, but we have learned not to believe every test.  They lie.  They are incomplete.  Cancer is a sneaky business.  I am scared, and he is nervous.  We have been testy with each other all week.  I am facing a scary surgery, too, but mine will wait till mid-August.  We will deal with one thing at a time.